so i am supposed to get rid of some of my rats.


I have 5. daisy, sprinkles, poptart, rowan, and lil'bit.

the first 3 are my absolute favorite. and my babies.... <3
they seem to be everyones favorite.
no one really handles rowan or lil'bit. but they are so adorable... i wish i made more time for them..

but alas. the point is. I am giving the two away on craigs list.

it'll make it 10x easier for me to travel around with my rats. the 3 fit inthe travel cage easier than 5. and they won't be as upset and restless afterwards.


so if youre interested. please go see.
they are FREE.

they are PETS.
if they are going to be anything other than that, i can't stop you. but PLEASE don't tell me.

lawl

i'mma dork.
yup.
the best dork you'll ever know


ANYWAYS.
I took like a bazillion new pics of my rats. ^^
i'll be able to upload them here and on myspace soon. HOPEFULLY!!!!

um..
i got a second job!!!
lotsa moneh!
i'm working mornings at Chick-Fil-A as usual, and then the evening til close at Jo-Ann(fabric and craft store).

i hope i like this job.
i start this monday!


omg i can't sleep!!!!!!!! >< i barely slept a few hours last night.
'He' already went to work so i'm stuck here alone.
well..
i'm not STUCK here...
i can just drive home or somethin.
but i have things to do around this part of town and not enough gas to go all the way home and back.
blah blah blah

but it's... meh... boring? normally i'm still asleep and i don't even know he left for work til i wake up and he's not next to me.
NORMALLY i don't wake up til noon...
i'm gonna try sleeping again soon, after i check myspace and shit.
then i have to TAKE OVER CHINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>> I'm a bit addicted to Dynasty Warriors 4
I have like... 3 more regions to take over....
but there's this asshole boss that has a HUGE army and stupid water around his castle area that drains my whole army and my health. it's so stupid.
and he rides an elephant and you have to shoot him off with a bow but you're constanlt getting beat up by the other generals and lt. generals and the foot soldiers and that asshole is ALWAYS running you over and taking a chunk of your health away and the controls are fucking BACKWARDS when you use your bow. OMG it pisses me off SOOO bad ><


*sighs*
well.
i'm done. lol
love ya!!

.::.Faith.::.

so. i love.
MICE.

and RATS.


I have two mice.

Mouse, and Sparkles. i'll put pics up asap.

and two rats. Daisy and Sprinkles (i don't like that name... step mom MADE me name her cause i didn't name her within TWO freaking days of getting her...)

gimme good names.
i'll put pics up of them later too.
my comp is being an a-hole.
so i'm using my parents for now...
anyways. all my rodents are girls.

I had a boy. his name was Patches. white with brown spots. but he smelled icky... he kept scent marking EVERYTHING way too much. he had to go... i do miss him tho...


now. descriptions.
Mouse - normal brown. (she was a feeder mouse. but i loves her and saved her from the awful small feeder mouse cage. she's my baby...)
Sparkles - Gold with black spots under her fur (she wasn't to be sold as a feeder. they thought thats what i was looking for till i said i wanted a pet. they gave her up hoping she'd have a good home. she was previously named by middle school kids. she's a bit ill though. she still has a pretty bed respiratory problem. sneezes alot. but she's way better than when i brought her home. she also has some sores on her head ears and back. but were clearing those right up. She's Mouse's best friend, i couldn't split them up, ever.)

Daisy - normal dark brown. (she's a bitch. lol she steals food from sprinkles all the time. but she's also my baby...)

Sprinkles - normal lightbrown (a sweet heart. she was meant to be a feeder. but i saved her. she was the only girl in the cage. she's probly a few weeks younger than Daisy, she still had the cute fluffy baby fur when i got her.)

they are all my babehs!! the rats love to take showers with me and snuggle in a towel afterwards ^^


oh btw.

i'm out of work from today till... next week thursday (not this coming thursday, but the next)

I have surgery on the 6th.


what surgery, you ask?
well my gallbladder isn't functioning properly. it's very weak. the lowest your gallbladder can perform properly at is 35%. mines at 15.77%
therefore, it's going haywire. when i eat, it tries to do it's job too early. and the makes me sick to my stomach. i end up throwing up whenever i eat.
it's been that way since i was 14. (remember michael!? they JUST NOW FOUND OUT WHAT WAS WRONG!)
but after surgery i'll be resting for a week till i recover.


everything is so hectic now a days. i feel like i'm losing my mind.
some guys wanna be with me others don't.
then the ones that want to be with me.. suddenly don't. and the ones that didn't can't get enough of me...
if that makes any since.... why is that?? (for those of you that understood)


I'm 18... all i wanted was a boyfriend. i didn't want a family. i didn't want a life commitment. just a simple boyfriend.
why's that too hard to ask?
now all the guys that wanna be with me.. just want me for sex. i don't want that. i want them to want me for me.
i'm still.. 'in love'(?) with my last ex..... but it doesn't matter anymore.. i can see where we stand..
and the words "we're never getting back together' kinda tie everything else together.
thats totally hard to understand, isn't it? totally not blunt.
but because i can't get over him... i can't/don't want to be with anyone else...
hell. i'm still in love with Patches....
but she could be what i couldn't.
and as for the last guy - his art could be what i couldn't.


now all i really do is go to work. go home. cry. sleep.
when i'm not distracting myself by driving everywhere in fucking Faggot-ville.

even right now. i'm distracting myself by writing this. and i'm pretty drugged up on pain meds. i forgot they don't help me sleep. but they make me feel better...... i can hear myselfthink now.


this journals getting pretty long...
i hope you stopped reading a long time ago...



i guess i'll stop.....
leave it at that...


I still Love you.
and i miss you.. (you know who you are)


love everyone else too.

sorry i don't stay in contact with everyone. but i never forget you...


<3
Fa!th


~Imperfection~

heeeeeeeeeeeeey guys...


I'm still alive ^^

I think I've even fixed myself a bit..
i like a guy...
a new guy..
we'll see where this goes.. ^^

Happy birthday to meeeeeeeeeee



uggghh... 18... lollll gettin up there....
=\ well. i'm in georgia right now. huzzah!!!
visiting family for christmas. ^^



thanks guys for all the text msgs and calls last night and today!!!!!!